In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
-Robert Frost.


























this worlds an ugly place, but you're so beautiful to me.

honestly, its the most amazing feeling ever, walking across that stage.



ahh<33

you some how made everything seem okay.
thanks for the talk today.
it means a lot.

there are many things that i would like to say to you
but i don't know how...

i recently learned that you can't make someone love you no matter how much you love them, no matter how much you bleed for them, no matter how much you cry for them, no matter how often you give yourself to them mind, body, heart, and soul........ but at the same time is it their loss or is it the lovers loss knowing love but never being able to have tasted it, never being able to have truly held it because the other person gave up or they were never really there in the first place... Is it possible for two people to be so in love that just seeing them together smiling, touching, kissing, and holding so tight make the world brighter and puts a smile on the face of everyone who knows them? Or is it that one person gets so in love that they are blinded by it while the other questions their love for them and questions the fact that they are even in love at all..... I can honestly say i don't know anymore. Having thrown myself on the altar of love being rejected and refused and hurt over and over again when is it time to say enough? When is it time to finally put everything into the hands of the other person and say if you want this to work you'll find a way because i can't keep fighting for this alone, blinded and deaf....... And in saying this do you hold onto the other person hoping that something in their mind will click, hoping that they will see what they lost, see that something so great, so new to this world was let go by them........ Will they ever? Or will they play stubborn and pretend it never gets to them because they think they know whats best...... Whats life without love? Think about it what do we exist to do if not love with all of ourselves....... Well i for one can say I've loved one so much that it hurts to not be around them. Given myself to someone mind, body, heart, and soul to the point that they will always have those things and i don't even know how to get them back. I can say i never gave up because its not quitting if your the only one fighting alone deaf and blind. It takes two to fight for love nothing in life is easy and love is especially hard due to temptations and desires but if you love till it hurts nothing else matters and no one could ever ask more of you......

so right now i'm at the "party of the year" me and kelly decided, lmaoo now were leavinggg bye

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating. no cheating, please!


01. i love it how she breathes booze in the mornin
02. i used to think i had the answers to everything
03. tonight i finally get the chance to show you what i'm feeling
04. i hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
05. if i had just one tear running down your cheek
06. she doesn't deserve to be in no place like this all alone
07. we drive tonight and you are by my side
08. go on and say it, you need me like a bad habit
09. i'm not feeling touch, i'm not making that much
10. i was so high i could not recongize the fire burning in her eyes
11. i spent most of last night dragging this lake for the corpses of all my past mistakes
12. hey what you got you don't know, anything that i'm gonna say right now
13. i've been waiting for a good day, i've been holding back long enough
14. i hope this old train breaks down, then i could take a walk around
15. something about the way you looked at me. made me think for a moment.
16. summer has come and past the innocent can never last
17. i'm good to go and i'm going no where fast
18. kiss me out of the bearded barley
19. everybody's hurting, everybody knows it
20. too alarming now to talk it out
21. tears are forming in your eyes, a storm is warning in the skies
22. i never feared the unexpected, till i found myself in this peculiar place
23. hey hey, bye bye bye (bye bye)
24. she can't see the way your eyes light up with you smile...
25. if i die and go to hell real soon, it will appear to me as this room











actual update later<3

so let me first start out by saying how hard i've beenworking towards this goal, set in stone, behind my eye lids from hours of countless dreaming
second let me tell you about this feeling i can;t describe cause as i try to get this all out, i know that i'm not better off at all... cause this town has never seemed so cold..

when i'm home for the week or the holiday
look around everything has changed..
the lights aren't the same since you've gone away (since you've gone away)

i've come to this conculsion that i was foolish when i thought that if i just put my trust in coming home then i'd be better off, well that just got me thinking about the feeling that i can't describe and as i try to get this all out, i know that i'm not better off at all

when i'm home for the week or the holiday
look around everything has changed..
the lights aren't the same since you've gone away (now you've gone away)
when i'm home for the week or the holiday
look around everything has changed..
the lights aren't the same since you've gone away (since you've gone away)

we all need a reason to be believe
we all need a reason..
we all need a reason to be believe
we all need a reason..

when i'm home for the week or the holiday
look around everything has changed..
the lights aren't the same since you've gone away (since you've gone away)

at the end of the day we always a reason to believe she said. love can take you anywhere you want.
















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( Loren Tagged me )

I TAG: Amber, Dana, Aaron, Rebecca, JD, Saki, Lauren, Ashley

i met two of the most amazing people that have every entered my life.
they have taught me so much.
and loved me for the person that i am
they never once tried to changed me.
they have showed me what true friends are.
i wouldnt have had it any other way.
they mean so much to me.
i dont think i would be the person i am today without them.
even though im sure some people would rather have it that way.

hayley alyssa warren
is THE best friend i could ever ask for.
she is always there for me when ever i need her
i know i can always cry on her shoulder.
i was with her when i found out my uncle died.
and she was there for me. let me know that things would be okay.
i dont think anyone will ever compare to her.

logan shawn warren
can always put a smile on my face
we arent as close as we used to be/ i would like to be
but he still is always there for me.
we have so much fun together.
he is such an amazing kid.
i know we'll be friends for a very long time.

i love them both so much.

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answer the questions anonymously

1.One secret.
2.One compliment.
3.One random thing
4.One love note.
5.Lyrics to a song.
6.How old you are.
7.How long we've been friends.
8.A hint to whom you are.




do it. =]